Even though you turned out to be an asshole, you were the only person who really gave a fuck about me. Or at least I thought you did.. And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to completely get over you. It all turned out to be a lie, but that just makes it
harder to let go. I just need that guy back that sent me good morning beautiful texts. I miss the guy who wouldn’t let me get away with saying “I’m fine,” because he knew me enough to know I’m not. The guy that I trusted with everything and anything. The only guy I ever completely let in. The guy who would tell me he’s not worth my tears when he would make me cry. The guy who drove me crazy, but I wouldn’t want it any other way. The guy who meant the world to me until one day he just left.
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You don’t get to be mad at me. I have always been there for you. I have gone out of my way for you over and over again. Do you do the same for me? No. Never. And yet I keep my mouth shut and say nothing about it. I am not in any way trying to say I’m perfect. But I honestly believe I have done everything I am capable of doing, to keep you in my life. The more I tried to keep you, the more you pushed me away. I have been more understanding and forgiving with you, than I was ever capable of being with anyone else. I have literally put myself through emotional hell for you. I’m not blaming you for this, because I chose that. I chose to allow you to walk all over me without ever saying a word. I did that because I wanted you in my life so badly. But you don’t get to be angry with me because I’ve finally decided that I can’t take it anymore. I can’t be the only one trying. It hurts too much. But apparently you don’t understand that. I care about you so much. You will always be on my mind. But I don’t know if I’ve ever actually been on yours, and I can’t be second best anymore. I’m tired of being second best to everyone. Especially you. So I’m letting this go. Never thought I’d say that, did you? I have to. I have to let this go because I’m not strong enough to handle it anymore. If you want me in my life, you need to prove it to me.
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You wanna say goodbye, you wanna leave and forget all about him, but you can’t. Once you think you’re gonna finally let him go, he does something that makes you want him more. You’re scared to say goodbye and let go of what you guys have. You feel like you can’t be happy without him, even though he is the one bringing you down. It’s hard, but you have to learn to erase all you guys had and start over.
